Post by RC on Apr 17, 2015 1:04:36 GMT
Hello everyone, first I want to thank you guys on the jury for reading this, I know some of you are reading this with STANKface. I totally understand that, I didn’t play this game in a way that resulted in perfectly aligning the jury with people who are obsessed with me. A reason for this is because I got to know a lot of you and talked to you all one on one, in some cases I made deals with you guys. In other cases I just agreed with you but wouldn’t fill you in on details that I knew. I ask you to please just take a step back from how you personally feel and see me as an equal. I genuinely enjoyed our convos when they were not gameplay related. As a player in survivor once said “All is fair in Love and War….and in the game of Survivor.”
When I came into this game I came in with the expectation to play this wonderful game and have everyone just love me! It’s hilarious to think about this now, I was legit diehard ready for a love fest. Especially with the girls. A lot of things seemed to be going my way. I was able to form alliances with people that I liked (COVEN: Sierra, Reynold, Peih-gee) this alliance was huge for the majority of this game. I was very loyal to them. Our original tribe LOVED each other we all got along very well, even losing the first 2 challenges we didn’t even have any problems with those first 2 tribals because they were simple and to the point.
The first wrench was when I was tribe fucked and put on a tribe at a 3 to 4 disadvantage. I thought this would be the end of me. However I didn’t give up and quickly started to talk up with people on my new tribe. I got to get to know my new tribe mates and formed a great bond with Marty. I worked very hard to stay in a controlling position even after being at this disadvantage. I lucked out.
Once we merged this is where my game turned from a fun fairytale to a twisted spiral of assumptions, quick decisions, and cut throat gameplay. I was so paranoid about the idol in this game that I wanted to make sure that I had the votes to get the person I wanted out, as well as a safety net of votes in case an idol was played. Everyone in this jury at one point was in an alliance with me. I would say 99% of them were started by someone asking me for the alliance. Usually with Peih-Gee. Andrea/Tyson/Brandon/Marty all had alliances with Peih-Gee and I. However I had confidants, and always talked to Peih-Gee about this. I knew that agreeing to all the deals that were given to us would come back to haunt us.
I couldn't say no to people. When someone wanted to work with me I would agree. Plus all of you guys were so nice, and I am a wimp and can't deny you. I mean like if I said no I would become that person’s target, let’s be honest. If I asked someone for an alliance and they refused I would be like DA FUCK, and vote them out just in fear. I knew this would be the worst thing for me. And seeing the people go that I had deals with was devastating.
Marty going was extremely difficult for me because I promised him that he would not go, going into that vote for him I was 100% sure I would be voting out Brandon. Brandon was NOT talking to me and claimed himself as a free agent after we kept him out of the plan to get Tyson out in fear he would tell Tyson (We all thought Tyson had an Idol…we thought Tyson was BADASS or I should say I thought this I was a paranoid mess). However Brandon apologized to me for being a doucher, and I apologized for keeping him out of the plan. I still wanted to vote out Brandon…but than Peih-Gee said she was not going to vote out Brandon that she wanted to vote out Marty. Fabio wanted to vote out Marty, and than Brandon wanted to vote out Marty as well. Marty wanted to vote out Fabio…I honestly tried to convince PEIH-GEE to switch her vote to Fabio. But she said it wasn’t a good move. I didn’t want to lose Marty, so seeing him go I felt solely responsible.
Brandon left after using his idol on Andrea after he told me he had a double vote…(WHICH I RESPECT! This would have been a game changer if it actually worked).
Fabio and I got into a little fight after Brandon was out because I was pissed. TRIBAL NEEDS TO GO RC’s WAY! And even though Brandon left, I was mad that I was lied to by Fabio/Brandon and I thought maybe even Sierra knew about this. I went into BITCH MODE..SHOCKER!!! HOWEVER….AFTER FABIO and I had a spat with each other.
Fabio apologized to me…and I apologized to him. At this point I told FABIO something Peih-Gee told me, I told Fabio that Sierra told me that HE went to her about me lying about Brandon wanting Sierra/Reynold out. (WHICH WAS NOT A LIE BRANDON DID!!!!) He was like “Wait she told you that?” Which she didn’t she did tell Peih-Gee this but I wanted him to just pour out Sierra’s dirty Laundry because at this point in the game I stopped trust SIERRA because she told Reynold I was a bitch (Which I can see now that Maybe I was) But she also wanted me out because she said I was shady. I didn’t trust Reynold 100% with this so I thought maybe if Fabio would tell me stuff I could 100% CONFIRM that SIERRA wanted me out….BECAUSE up until this point I was wanting to drag Sierra to the FINAL 3 because she was pretty HATED.
So yeah anyways, Fabio started to tell me stuff that Sierra was saying. He didn't say that she wanted me out, so I still wasn’t 100% sure if Reynold was just making this up or not. At the challenge Fabio said “SIERRA TOLD ME TO GET YOU OUT FIRST” Which pissed me off, cause Sierra was like “Get Andrea out…get Fabio out.” But here I saw that she was being 2 faced. Not only that but then Sierra got ME out of the challenge first~! So I was upset, however she failed at the challenge and ended up getting eliminated for an error she did and Fabio won.
I was super pissed at Sierra but still wanted to keep her in the game. HOWEVER Reynold than told me that Sierra wanted me out that round, than she told Fabio the same thing…Than I knew…I had to get Sierra out. I didn’t want ANYONE in this game that was gunning for me…REYNOLD wanted to take Sierra to the final 3 as well so he didn't want to vote her out. He said “Just vote Andrea…” Fabio said he would vote Sierra too, but than he told TODD that he was trying to convince me to vote Andrea…
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I went to PEIH-GEE/TODD and told them that we needed to get Sierra out because Reynold wanted to take her to the final 3. I knew this would kinda of scare them into doing this without too many questions asked. So us 3 agreed to vote Sierra, than I got with Andrea I told Andrea to not ask questions, and just vote Sierra. 4/3 Sierra Left that round….and I felt like the target was off my back…HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMAN SCORNED Sierra was pissed.
Anyways….there was someone in this game that constantly made me laugh. This person would post hilarious stuff on the forum. He wasn’t really as outgoing with the others which they missed out. TODD. You were FUNNY, CUTE, ENTERTAINING. You stuck up for me, you had my back as far as I knew. When Fabio won that immunity I knew what was going to happen…. Reynold and Peih were my allies in this game from the start of this game. Not that you were any less valuable to me, but you were like this FRIEND in this game. Whereas everyone was so concerned about what was going to happen next round, what next what next, what are we doing next RC? You were like “What are you doing tonight for dinner.” You asked me stuff and kept it REAL. Having to vote you out was terrible. I don’t expect you to forgive me in this game, but I do ask you as a person. A Real human being, please accept my apology outside this game. I want to be friends with you, and talk to you. YOU ARE AN ALL STAR. I can go on and on about you. I adored you, I NEVER argued with Peih-Gee in this game until this point. I was legit mad at her for not even considering keeping you. But it’s my fault too. I can’t blame anyone but myself. I could have figured something out with you. Okay seriously though. Hope you forgive me on a personal level.
Okay well with all that said. I played this game hard…and truly can say that I am proud of my gameplay. I may have played a game that you guy’s didn’t respect. But Just know that I do respect you guys as game players as well. I think you all were here to play this game. Stop rolling your eyes Sierra…
Almost finished.
Just know that I stood on my own 2 feet, I didn’t backpack my way to the end. I made my own decisions, I was in the know from the start.
I’m not going to tell you the generic OUTWIT OUTPLAY OUTLAST because that is to obvious, unless you need an outline of why you should still be in this game... I want you to know I genuinely played this game. And I played it to have fun. Hopefully you guys aren't too bitter and enjoyed yourselves aswell. Because at the end of the day…we are all here to play this on here to have fun.
Thank you.
RC.